Today marks CD1. -_-
AF came this morning, with possibly the worst cramps I have ever had in my life. I forgot how nice withdrawal bleeding was on birth control. Hopefully, this cycle will be our cycle though!
School started today. I'm not very happy about it, but this semester shouldn't be to hard. I'm counting down till graduation (116 days!), but a part of me is a little scared about the end of this era in my life. I have never not gone to school (and hopefully I'll have one more year with the masters program *fingers crossed*) and getting a big girl job is a tiny bit intimidating.
I'm getting my bachelors in Social Work and I plan to work in adoptions. I know how bad I want to be a mother, so I can only imagine how much it would hurt to find out that for whatever reason that dream wouldn't be able to come true. I want to work with couples to help them prepare to become parents. I want to help get them through the paperwork, classes, house fixing, etc. and finally get to see that moment when they meet their baby. I believe it will be a very rewarding (and in some cases heart wrenching) job and I am excited to get out into the field.
As for now though, I am still waiting to graduate. 5 years of college can really take it's toll on a person.
sending you love and good wishes via blog!! I'll be praying for your cycle.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about graduating and finding a big girl job is intimidating! That's why I completely avoided it and went straight to grad school. Hahaha~ I'm still scared. I don't think that goes away. I'm excited to see what's ahead and I love that you're planning on working at adoption agencies to help other families. Love Love Love that!